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September 28, 2004
Hello you all beauty victims...
by Riku Campo

Because I live and work under the 24/7 sunshine, I had noticed some serious changes in my skin...oh my god...am i getting old and wrinkled?
I guess so, because during these years and being simply so stupid NOT to wear enough high sunblock, I had got some new wrinkles in my face...hey, I really have taken care of my skin all my life...just to face this fact one morning in the front of my bathroom mirror; i am getting old.
I was shocked.. I am serious.I saw myself as an old queen hiding my face under a big marlenedietrich-style hat...and going outside only at the night-time (shopping at the 7-11 shop..all my food).I saw myself being lonely because nobody in the cruel gay-and fashion world wanted to see me again...I was thinking seriously to have a facelift ( not a suicide) at age of 34!